Feelings and Reality.

I'm a car guy and in the process of car making, there's always the prototype or sometime a carving to test the aerodynamics and people commentary and all that. But very rarely does that translate to the reality that the markets receive. Thats the difference between feelings and reality. There's always how it feels and there's always how it actually is. Skip trace and hold that thought for me.

Humans have perhaps the most complex and widest range of emotions.You wake up feeling tired and by mid-day you've gotten angry at like six people cause, people are the worst, and by the end of the day you're happy the day is ending and you're going back to bed but like you're also tired and angry that tomorrow is another day and there's deadlines and you're happy cause Friday is coming up and truth is, it's all so much and complicated. I meam basically, everyone you come across makes you feel something different. But where am I going with this? Focus on the words Feel and Feelings., the dictionary will say  

"Feel: /fiːl/ have a belief or impression, especially without an identifiable reason"

Let's focus on this particular definition. 

Do you ever feel abstracts? Like, you get tired of listening to something or someone, or get tired of seeing something? Maybe even you get tired of thinking about something? Here's the catch. None of that is real. I mean, your eyelids will get heavy because you've kept them on for too long but never because you've looked at something too much. as long as they're open, you'll see. you'll hear. So carry that thought with you for me.

Is it possible that there are other things you feel that you force on yourself as realities? Now bear in mind that I'm not its a bad thing, I'm just making sure you're aware that its what you're feeling. I'm only asking if you can tell reality from how you feel. 

I'm totally advocating for you to feel because that's what life is about. The experiences you experience, the feelings you allow yourself to feel. Both the sun and the rain (long as you know not to stay in the rain too long else you'll catch pneumonia.) You're allowed to feel all the good and the bad as long as you know their realities.

it's okay to feel ugly sometimes, cause maybe you're dressed funky, or maybe you have a pimple on your forehead or maybe cause we all do ugly shit but at the end of the day, you cannot allow that to evolve into your reality just because you're feeling it. I know you feel tired about how everything's going, about everything that's going on, but you're not really tired or at your limit, you can go on. It's important you understand the realities of yourself, that you're beautiful, that you're magnificent, that you're okay, that you're not really lazy because when there's things to get done, you will get them done. That everything you feel does not translate directly to what you've become. That feelings only last a while and that because you feel that way isn't really what you are.

All those bad things you feel are not you, they aren't your truths. You should know that, you shouldn't forget that.

 You are smart enough to know that you only feel that way. That it isn't how or what you are.